The Climb

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The Climb

I can almost see it
 That dream I am dreaming 
but there's a voice inside my head saying
 "You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
 Every move I make feels
 Lost with no direction
 My faith is shaking

But I ..  gotta keep trying
 [Gotta] keep my head held high

Coz..

There's always gonna be another mountain
 I'm always gonna wanna make it move
 There’s always gonna be an uphill battle
 Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
 Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
 It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
 The chances I'm taking
 Sometimes might knock me down
 But no,  no I'm not breaking

I may not know it
 But these are the moments that
 I'm gonna remember most yeah
 Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
 Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
 I'm always gonna wanna make it move
 There’s always gonna be an uphill battle
 Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
 Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
 It's the climb, yeah!
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Back at Mount Kinabalu

This was a plan that came later than sooner. I had already paid my booking fee to a friend last year when the earthquake struck and all bookings had to be canceled or postponed. Mount Kinabalu was immediately closed and those 3 months that it was not available for climbing suddenly felt like forever. But then, the eagerness of coming back to Mount Kinabalu kinda intensified when I was told that the route had to be altered from the original one. I was expecting to see new views with new scenery and probably seen from new angles. I suddenly couldn’t wait.

Fast forward, the day of scaling the mountain again came faster than I thought. I flew into KK late at night so I had to stay overnight at some hotel before my climbing buddy came to pick me up at 6 in the morning the next day. Then from KK we drove off to Kinabalu National Park where another climbing buddy was waiting in eagerness. He flew in all the way from Bintulu to join us in what he described a long-overdue adventure. He told us how he had been waiting for years to get a slot. It really made me puzzled as how some people that I knew could get a slot at the flick of their fingers.

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Everything seemed perfectly fine in the beginning. We started off from Timpohon Gate quite in flying colors and the weather seemed so much co-operative. But then, we must be at the second or third stop when it started to rain. I thought it was just a drizzle at first but then it started to get really heavy that I had to put my poncho on. I wouldn’t even bother to put my poncho on if it was not for the cold winds because seriously they were cold enough to send me into spasm when I was drenched.

Then I began to notice something. I mean, people used to laugh at me when they saw me climbing a mountain with an umbrella. Even women wouldn’t bring an umbrella to a climb. But what I noticed was that many of the mountain guides at Mount Kinabalu are now using umbrella to fend off themselves from the rain. Some of the umbrellas are so colorful they actually stand out even in the foggy rain. LOL.

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I don’t know why I was so absent-minded when I went to Mount Kinabalu this time. I’d consider myself quite an experienced mountain climber. I’ve climbed quite a number of mountains but may be I just felt that Mount Kinabalu was – well – down there in the backyard that I forgot that it is one of the highest mountains in the whole region.

So, I went to Mount Kinabalu thinking that I got everything ready in my back pack. Then I found out that I didn’t bring a trekking pole with me. Being part of a World Heritage Site, every tree at Mount Kinabalu is protected under the law so taking a trekking pole out of a tree was totally out of question.

I was usually good with just having an umbrella with me but I forgot to bring one – and since I arrived in KK at about midnight, I couldn’t find a suitable umbrella that had the length and strength to play the role of a trekking pole. They do sell trekking poles at mini-market at the registration office but it was still closed when we left – which was way past the operation hours. Booooo!

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I was doing fine without a trekking pole until I arrived at Panar Laban. It was so cold and I knew right away that I did another mistake – that I didn’t bring hand gloves with me. I didn’t waste my time trying to look as if I did bring one when I knew right from the beginning that I didn’t. LOL. When I told the guide about it, he couldn’t hide his concern when he said – “then you’d have to put your hands in your pockets”. And that was what I did.

Luckily, pushing for the summit didn’t really require me to use my hands so I had them tucked neatly in my pockets. You know how your whole body would be cold if your hands were cold. Then I found out that I didn’t bring spare socks too so when my only socks were wet I had no choice but using them again the next morning. Luckily, I was experienced enough to know that they’ll warm up when I have them on while climbing.

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We were placed at the brand new Lemaing Hostel – together with 3 other groups who were all female – and I was the only one who slept on the upper deck. I was told that Lemaing Hostel was the only hotel that was owned and maintained by Sabah Parks. Most – if not all the others are under Sutera Lodge Sanctuary. The hostel was far more comfortable than all the other hostels that I stayed in in my previous climbs.

They’ve got hot shower – although they were of almost no use because of the occasional black-outs – so taking a shower had proved to be very much challenging. In fact, I felt like being splashed with acid when I took my first shower. It sent me into a deep spasm that I actually wriggled uncontrollably for a good one minute or so. It was such a pain that I was so glad when it was finally over. LOL!

I was deeply bothered by the rain that I had to go to sleep praying that the rain would somehow pave way for a clear weather the next morning. And somehow, my prayer was answered. When I woke up, I hastily went out to see how the weather was doing – and what I saw were millions of stars scattered all over the sky and a half-full bright moon! Hallelujah!

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When it was finally time to go to the summit, I made sure that I really was ready for it. But then, nothing can prepare you for something as mighty as Mount Kinabalu. I was with an ultra-marathoner and yet he appeared to be struggling too. I think the lack of oxygen was quite too obvious to ignore. My main challenge was not really the breathing but the drowsiness that sipped so adamantly into me – which I suspected was partly due to the thinning air too.

So, after pushing quite harder that I thought I would have to, I finally made it to the summit just in time to see the sunrise from atop Mount Kinabalu. It was one of those magical moments that I’d only get to experience when I go for a climb. But then, there’s something extra magical about viewing the sunrise from atop this sacred mountain of Borneo. That sense of belonging – which I’d experience every time I see Mount Kinabalu even from a far distance – it all comes to me in such a wonderful feeling. It’s like – this is my land, the land that I was born to and the land that I’d return to to die. Heh.

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For the first time since I first climbed it back in 1992 (this is my 6th climb), I took all the time in the world to really look around and see the beauty of this majestic mountain and I couldn’t help but getting a little bit emo because seriously – it is still one of the most beautiful mountains that I’ve ever been to. The scars left by the earthquake are still very much there but Mount Kinabalu seems to be recovering in no time. Aki Nabalu has bounced back and there are more and more people coming in to see what this beautiful mountain has to offer.

As for the new route, there’s nothing much to say about it because it I think most of the trail is still maintained. I didn’t see many changes from the starting point to the Panar Laban. The only changes were probably the trail going up to Sayat Sayat – which is the last stop and also the check-in point before the summit. That part when climbers have to walk in between a crevasse of rock along the edge of a cliff is no longer there. Instead, they made a dash right up to Sayat Sayat (or almost) – which is why there had to put up lots and lots of stairs because it is quite too steep.

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The stairs can be charming to some but not to me and many others I believe. It reminds me of the stairs at Batu Caves where you’d lose your connection with the natural setting of the landscape. It makes the climb and descent much easier – there is no doubt about it – and the steps are perfectly sized – but then climbers lose a great deal of the adventure on those stairs.

I noticed how they have built a viewing platform somewhere along the stairs – so you can take a break while looking down the mountain and taking in the breath-taking view of the whole of Ranau and beyond.  I really think it’d make a good filming set for a romantic movie.

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So – that was about it. Mount Kinabalu is one of those mountains that are worth climbing over and over again because they’d never fail to impress you with their renewed charms every time. I don’t mind doing my 7th climb really.

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That Lady at the Optical Shop

I went to an optical store at Wangsa Walk last Sunday. While browsing around, a young lady came up to me and asked if she could be of any help. I told her I was interested in one of the glasses in the display. I noticed her accent almost immediately. There was no mistaking that she is from Sabah. A little bit of conversation then ensued.

She told me that she is a student at one of the colleges nearby – and that she is working there as a part-timer because the fund that she got from her scholarship is far from enough. I couldn’t help but noticing her beauty. She really is pretty. And her smile glows. I asked her if she had a boyfriend and she told me she had none.

Right.

“But I’m sure a lot of guys are after you. You are a beautiful lady” I said to her, probably more direct-to-the point than I had intended to. I addressed her as ‘lady’ after she told me that she is 29 years old – a far cry from my initial guess, which was 23.

And I really meant it. She is beautiful. “Especially Malay guys. They can be very romantic around girls at times. They really know how to melt your heart. I mean, just look at their TV drama series” I said to her with a stifled laugh.

“Ahhhh, Malay guys”, she said with her head thrown back. This time she was the one who laughed. “Too romantic it’s actually funny at times” she said. “Especially Kelantanese guys. I realized many of my Kelantanese friends got married to Sabahan girls. You can be one of them”, I told her. And I meant it too.

“No, I’d prefer marrying a Sabahan”, she said and to that I could feel my face blush. “I don’t intend to stay here. I gotta go back to Sabah. And in order to go back to Sabah and stay there, I gotta get married to a fellow Sabahan” she said which made me blush even more.

“Are you sure you are still single?” I asked for a reassurance. “Yes I am. But I actually got engaged when I was 22 years old”.  I tried not to look too surprised. Or happy. Or .. relieved?

“Really? Then what happened?” I asked, this time more curious than ever.

“Oh well, she lied to me. I was engaged to him for six months. Everything seemed so perfect and we were all set for our wedding until … “ she paused, probably trying to keep her composure.

“.. until a woman called and asked if she could see me. I agreed, out of curiosity” she said.

“When we met up, she told me that she was the wife of my fiancé, that they’ve been married for quite a few years but they couldn’t get a child”

“I was so devastated. It really broke my heart” she continued before pausing again.

“They were still married when he was engaged to me. It really hurt me, there’s no doubt about that, but what hurt me most was the fact that his parents were in it too. They probably wanted my (ex) fiancé to have kids too” she said with her eyes now fixed to the floor.

“I called off the wedding almost immediately. I felt so cheated. I didn’t want to be used as a tool for him to get kids”

“I left for KL soon after and applied for a scholarship from here. I just wanted to go away at that time. As fate quite had it, I got a scholarship, first to get a diploma and later a degree. And here I am, a happy student, full of hope and enthusiasm and ready to face the world again” she said with a wide smile on her face. I could easily fall in love with that smile.

Well, needless to say, I bought the glasses. I’m not quite sure whether it was her smile or I really liked those glasses.

“The glasses will be ready in a few days. I suggest you come and collect it on Monday because I’m going back to Sabah on Tuesday. At least you can see me again before I go back” she said flirtatiously – with that bright smile of hers again. “OK, I’ll try” I said, trying to sound and look innocent at the same time.

I actually couldn’t come to that shop on Monday.

Good news is, she did not go back to Sabah for good.

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Hulu Langat Trail Run 2016

So I joined a run for the first time this year – a run called Hulu Langat Trail Run. I can’t believe how drastically I had slowed down on running, considering how I ran almost every month back in 2014. I could feel my weight ballooned up ever since Christmas last year and it began to worry me when most of my pants wouldn’t fit me. So it was part of the motivation – apart from the fact that I’m going to climb Mount Kinabalu at the end of this month. Heh.

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The run started off at the IKBN Dusun Tua in Hulu Langat. It was a very modest flag off with the absence of extravagance despite the fact that there were some 3000 people participating in both the 16km and 10k categories. But I liked how it started. Faizal Tahir’s Gemuruh was such a perfect song to spur us on. I had a lil bit of goosebumps because seriously – coming to the starting point means you have already finished half of the race. Finishing or not is another story. I just wished they did the flag off earlier at 7am instead of 7.30am. The wait felt quite too long especially when participants were asked to come as early as 6am.

As usual, it was quite packed in the beginning so it was almost impossible to dash forward faster than I had probably wanted to. An encounter with an uphill run was almost immediate and I had to admire how the participants kept going strong despite the challenges of having to go up against the gravity. IF there was one thing that I’ve learned from all the years of participating in run events, it’d be not to even try to outrun the crowds because quiet more than not we’ll be disappointed. We’ll never win. It’s always good to run within our own pace. We’ll enjoy the run more.

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To tell the truth, it was my only second trail run. My first was the Kemensah Krazy Run last year – and I remember how I hated having to quite up in a long line of people just because some of them were too afraid to run down a slope no matter how tiny it was. And I still hated it when I ran at the Hulu Langat Trail Run. It was such a turn off when we had to slow down – even to a complete halt at times – because it would cool down the engines and it’d take some time to warm them back up again. But then, that is what trail run is about. It requires more patience then it does when you are running on an open road.

The uphill trail almost felt like there was no end to it. But once it went down – it went down almost all the way (and up again a few times but shorter ones). I was quite worried because I didn’t wear a trail run shoes but somehow it did not disappoint me. The sun was glistening through the morning mist and the view from the top of the hill was majestic. I took all the time in the world to enjoy it all.

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We ran across hillside farms and beautiful villages and there was one time when I saw a pack of beautiful cats feeding themselves on a two-tiered tray full of food. They seemed over-fed but they looked so happy and free. I smiled my way on and before I knew I was running across a vegetable farm. The smell of pesticide was quite over-powering and I couldn’t help but being a little bit worried about the kind of food that we put on out tables nowadays. They are full of pesticide.

It felt so good to be running in a countryside and I had to remind myself over and over again that I was on a run and that I had a cut-off time to catch up with and not merely a walk in the park. But still I had to stop several times to take pictures despite the fact that it really slowed me down a lot. LOL.

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There was one time when we were made to go through a tunnel – which was more like a drain actually – and I was so grateful that the water level barely made it to my knees so I made it out with my shirts still intact. But then, just when I thought that was all the wet business that they had to offer to us, I found myself facing down a small creek which we were made to run along and across. It was not really the stream of water that we were concerned about but more of the muddy and slippery trail on the riverbank. I saw how some of the runners were really struggling and some even slipped and stumbled.

Luckily the volunteers were there to lend a hand and they really knew how to make things hilarious out of all the ruckus. A group of fire brigade personnel was also stationed at the river to help runners with crossing the river. They seemed to be having as much fun as we were.

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It was at the muddy river that the soles of my shoes came off – first the left shoe and later the right further down the stream. It really was embarrassing and one of the brigade personnel laughed when he saw me holding the torn off soles in my hand. I guess it was about time that I bought a new pair of shoes – something that I’ve been planning to do for quite a long time but never got around to doing it. The fact is, I’ve been surveying around but I remain indecisive about which brand or model to buy. I guess I’m still traumatized will all the experiences of spending quite a bit of money on shoes only to find out that they don’t fit me well. It can be really disappointing.

I thought it was going to be OK until I found out that I had to run along a graveled road which was full of crushed stones. With my feet not fully protected (had to depend wholly on the flimsy under-feet pads) it was quite a struggle for me and those five last kilometers suddenly felt like a thousand mile. It was like running on needles. Urghhh!

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But then, every good or bad thing will come to an end and before I knew I was crossing the finishing line. Somehow it felt so good to be at the end of a run especially when you haven’t done it for quite so long. It’s been quite a while that I already forgot how it felt so when I finally did it again, it all just returned to me. The self-satisfaction, the victorious feeling, the feeling of accomplishment – they all returned to me and I returned home a happy man. Heh.

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So I Floated in the Dead Sea

The Dead Sea, despite its location which is very much located between Jordan and Israel is not really mentioned much in the Holy Book (but it was mentioned when God described the land to Moses – a few more times after). A little bit of browsing on the Google Earth had led me into discovering that the Jordan River – which is mentioned so many times in the Holy Book, both in the Old and New Testaments – flows right into the Dead Sea. I can only assume that Joshua, who was made Moses’s successor by the Lord himself, entered the Promised Land by land off the south tip of Dead Sea, and missed it entirely.

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We went there after taking a dip at Jordan River. I couldn’t help but getting wowed by the beautiful scenery along the way. The bus took us on the world famous Highway 90 which is said to be the lowest road in the world. I could feel my ears deafen, probably due to the drastic change in pressure. The world’s highest motor-able road is said to be at a place called Kardung La in the Ladakh region of North India – which is very much in my #bucketlist so it’s going to be interesting to have had traveled on both the world’s highest and lowest motor-able roads. Heh.

Well, the Dead Sea is a not really listed as a Holy Site so it was more like a detour to what was intended to be a pilgrimage trip. But then I gotta say it was a much needed break too. LOL. The Dead Sea is such a beautiful sea that looks more like a lake than a sea. I could see the beautiful mountains on the Jordanian side so if there was something that could qualify it to be called a sea it is probably the saltiness of the water.

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Quite true to its name, the Dead Sea is 400 m below the Sea level and is said to be 20 times saltier. Of course I wouldn’t let chance of doing what everybody would do when going to the Dead Sea slip away just like that – which is to float freely in the water. Perhaps, that is the closest to doing what Jesus did when He walked on the surface of Galilee Sea as described in the Holy Book.

Since the water is very salty, it has enough buoyant force to let you stay afloat. You can’t even dive in. So, while my mom was busy collecting solidified salt to be brought back to Malaysia – whatever it was for – there I was playing tourist and floating with so many other tourists. It really was such a relaxing moment. I could not believe I was doing something that I had always wanted to do for such a long time.

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I also joined the others to cover my body with the black mud which is said to be full of minerals that soften the skin. I’m not really sure about that skin-softening part but it really was fun to do. It reminded me of those childhood times when I used to play in the mud during rainy season in my village back in Sabah. What a great experience it was and I left with a refreshed and probably a softened skin too. LOL.

It was such a perfect ending to such a memorable trip. Jordan River and the Dead Sea – finally ticked off from my bucketlist.

Yippies!

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